I was never jealous of my sister until the past two years since coming back home.?

Question

I was never jealous at all of my sister, not even when we were little. I always accepted the fact that I was the older one in charge. But now since she has grown up the past few years while I was away at college, Im not used to the grown up version of her. Not only that she is an overachiever at everything that she does. It gets to the point where I look at and try to analyze every single move she makes, that brings happiness to her which I never could find at her age. It angers me and makes me extremely jealous and resentful of the things about how she gets by with. Now almost everyday, I stay home and do my homework unable to go outside or get a life, while she finds plenty of time to do the things she wants, along with a car, she borrows from my dad, she has the freedom to go anywhere and do anything she wants. I hate wishing I could turn back time, but it seems like I can't take it anymore. What are these thoughts that I am having? and why are they overcoming me?

Answer 1

Well you pretty much know the thoughts that your having you said it your self you're jealous of your sister. They might be overcoming because you feel like you should have done more when you were her age. You should have had that free time like her. Everyone regrets somethings and have wished they could control time. Remember it's your life you can have fun if you want to you can have a life. There are most likely somethings you can do that she may not be able to. Hey you two may even be able to have fun together. My sister is in college and she is very busy too. Yet she still has fun whether it's the both of us turning up the volume on the radio one night dancing til we can't breathe. Or she decides to go white water rafting. You just have to find a way to make yourself smile. It doesn't hurt to take a break every once in awhile from homework( I take too many though) Go and live have fun and stop worrying about what you could've done and start thinking what you could do!  

Answer 2

she's older than u. and shes responsible.