i am planning on making it into something..
but only if you think its going somewhere.
The sheets were white. So I suppose that’s how I spotted it in the first place. The incredibly large pool of blood that was permanently soaked into the mattress. I thought maybe if the sheets were red I wouldn’t have noticed. Maybe if they were red it would have looked like he was sleeping. Even with his face down in the pillow, I wouldn’t have taken a second look. If they were only red I wouldn’t have been the first one to find my brother dead, and if that were the case, I wouldn’t be here right now.
I’m standing over your body. I can clearly see what you did to yourself, the object that you used and the transparent orange bottle with the two remaining pills that you couldn’t seem to swallow. Yet, Its all completely unbelievable to me. I can’t think, I can’t move, I don’t cry. I should be sad, crying my eyes out, wanting you to come back. But instead all I see myself doing is standing over
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