How distant the days seem when I was in your arms.
Lying there beside you, safe from all harm.
I swore to you from your side I would never fall astray.
That my emotions and feelings for you are here to stay.
Now, alone here I sit, thinking of all that was said.
It's permanent, stuck. Can't seem to get you outta my head.
The nights are so long, days even longer.
When in this amount of pain, how can I grow stronger?
I try to put away thoughts of you, but they always come back.
Thinking of this, dreaming about that.
I still smell you on my body, still taste your lips
Still long for your hugs, still need your kiss.
I can't keep missing you anymore.
Praying every moment that you will walk through the door.
Yet, the door stays closed. The tears silently fall,
Without a sound, I have quickly lost it all.
The dreams of you haunt me.
The thoughts of you plague me.
If I could hold you in my arms once again.
I would never let you go, never let it end.
I'd never again doubt the way I feel.
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