Im so upset, stressed out & embarassed I dont know what to do all I feel is regrets for getting pregnant for him. I would have never thought he would do something like that..we broke for it and now we barely even speak,he never call to see how im doing! but i keep him up to date on doc. appt ect....I cant help but feel like i dont want my child, sometimes i wish i have gotten an abbortion and cant deal with the fact that im going to have to deal with him for the rest of my life..i hate him now..i thought my feelings would change and i would be happy about the baby but im not! ive been feeling like this for almost my whole pregnancy!
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