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Today is the first day of school for kids I'm 18 just graduated ( i took a year off from going to college to play hockey which turned into a joke already) i recently lost the only girl in the world that knew me the best (we couldn't work it out it was always my fault it was always my bad even tho that wasn't always true) but all in all i loved her to death and now I'm pretty sure she is gone for good i watched every buddy go to school today and i feel like I'm missing out I'm lonely as h**l sitting here by myself and i feel very sad every buddy says its great graduating but i wish i was still there i miss the bus rides with all my friends i miss the best girl i ever had even tho she wasn't te most faithful and probably wasn't the best fro me everything i know is gone and i don't know what to do I'm confused as h**l hockey's going like ****... now don't get me wrong i appreciate what i have and everything i have has been worked for by me no one handed me anything and I'm glad its that way but then i look at people who have everything the perfect girl new cars cause there parents bought it for them and it doesn't make me jealous but i just wonder some days y not me y cant i get the perfect girl and ill sure as h**l work for the new car but there's somethings money cant buy and the things it cant buy I have trouble finding

btw the girl of my dreams promised so much and im dumb for believeing it even though im 18 she promised the world and now its lik e wtf its gone but then again shes ****** me over and hurt me so many times i dont know y i believed a word she said

Answer 1

Welcome to adult life! Everything happens for a reason, one day you'll look back and see how they fit together to get you to wherever it is you'll end up. It sounds like wherever you do end up, you'll have earned it and done it your way!

Those people whose lives look so perfect really aren't, they have tough times too, sometimes exactly because everything looks so easy for them on the surface! Try not to compare yourself or your life to people like that, all that gets you is frustrated. Anyway, it's unlikely they will ever know how it feels to work hard for what they want. I never had anything handed to me either, and used to feel the same way you did when it comes to those who do.

Just keep doing the best you can, and have faith that one day you will find those things that money can't buy.

Above all, never forget to be grateful for the good things in your life! If nothing else, you're still breathing!