I attempted suicide. I took a lot of pills and went to sleep. It was shortly after I took the pills that I realized I didn't want to die. I felt like I had been selfish because my parents have sacrificed so much for me and devoted the rest of their lives to me. I know how it feels. You just want an escape from all of your problems, but suicide is not a guaranteed escape. I attempted to comitt suicide about a month ago. A month later things are really turning around for me. I can feel things changing. things could turn around tomorrow, but you'll never know if you comit suicide. I've been in that part of a story, and that long chapter (that seems like it will take forever to finish) is over. Now I'm starting a new one....
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