Im Lost....dont know where im going?

Question

Ok, Im hoping there will be a psychic out there to help me.

Me and my ex fiance of 5yr split in march because he cheated, my heart has been shattered, ive been off work for the last 2 and a half months because I felt i couldnt cope anymore and was diagnosed with surver depression. Ive now applied for an art college degree and have been accepted, im so scared of what my life holds. I just feel completely lost.

i still miss my ex, and wonder if he ever thinks of me or wants me. Ive got loads of paperwork to fill in for college, and i'll be giving one of my jobs up for it and im just scared.

Id just like some insight please.

I was born on 12th oct 1983 if thats any help.

Answer 1

Two things are going on here...that should not sound unusual for a Libra, right? You analyze your decisions over and over, then beat yourself up for making a decision to cut your loses with your ex-fiancée. You need to create  a piece of paper with the pro's and con's of your decision separated. Ask yourself linear, yes/no, questions: Do you regret breaking it off due to infidelity? If you had it over, would you have perceived his indiscretion as "sowing some wild oats" before marriage, and therefore, forgive but not break up? These are the core issues you should deal with honestly inside yourself. Whatever the outcome, you must be willing to go forth with your education knowing: once you completely clear yourself of the illusions of the past a new love can come joyfully into your life. The reality is, if "ex" was meant to be yours, he would be. You can't know where you are going if you continue to look over your shoulder to the past. You need clean up the past quickly because about 27 to 29 years of age, Saturn returns to your sun sign/life to teach material lessons. This planet of disciple, order and crystallization stays with you until about 30. You don't want to enter Saturn return with baggage that will then haunt you for another 29 years. Go forth and prosper!