Im depressed, I want to just go jump off a cliff, I hate whats going on, I hate that I love him and he’s so ignorant, immature, and selfish, why cant he just grow up?!?!
Why cant he come home and be a family with us? We have a one year old daughter, but yet he still doesn’t want to be a family, I never asked to be a single mother, and yes surprise people we did have s*x before marriage, but along with 90 percent of the world, that’s nothing new, yes I do wish I would have waited, but I cant take it back now, he was my first love, and I still love him, why cant he just get it together?
My heart hurts, I feel like c**p, my head hurts, everything. I just I don’t know what to do?
Everything I have, I got on my own, house, car, everything, I SUPPORT US’.
He doesn’t do much, he gives me pocket change when he feels like it.
But still, I never asked for this,
If all he wanted was to get in my pants, then why lie about all these other false stories he was telling me about being together, and a family, what about that?
What about the fact that he said he’d be there for us? What about that?
Why does he still talk about wanting yet another baby, when he cant even support the one he does have?
uaghghghghghaggggggghhhhhh
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