ive always liked to day dream, just to get away from realitly, and be in my own world. thats why i love going in the car, because i can just think. when i was a kid, i never knew what a "good" dream was because i was cursed with either, bad or no dreams. as i got older ive had less and less dreams, untill recently, ive been having the bad dreams again and again... well since im 14, there have been a mix of wet dreams and s*x/nightmare dreams. when i wake up in the mornings, i tend to lay in bed and not get up and pretend to sleep, dont opens my eyes and day dream. but now its getting to the point that if i lay in bed and day dream, i will get sleep paralyses, only im able to move and im stuck between consciousness and a REM state of mind. The othe rmorning, i had another wet dream, while in this awake/notawake state of mind, and it was very uncorfatable, because i was concious of where i am, but i couldnt open my eyes because i was still dreaming. It can get very frightning and i need to know how to stop, but its turned into a reflex, its becoming a natural part of me, like dreaming. so how can i stop.
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