Im bulimic and i really need your help?

Question

Okay well I have a story that goes with this. it is gross but i need help and i realize that... please dont critize me.

I started a diet plan about 5 months ago

I started to work out.. and i lost about a jean size

then i cut out pop (still havent drank it) and started eating right... but it has come to the point where i worry about everything.

i binge a lot. like today, i binged. it was about a week and a half ago, i bingded and i went to go do my thing (throwing up) and i threw up some blood

i was worried, it finally hit me i needed to stop. i told my cousin and she helped me... i said i wouldnt do it again... then today, i was good on my diet, ate my 1300 calories then i was hungry.. and i just went all out. so i went to go throw up... i threw up intil my dinner started coming up then i stopped. i know this is completely nasty. now i am worried... i mean what if some of the food i ate got absorbed (i ate it quickly then threw it up within 15 min) and im really hoping none of it did... please someone tell me if it did or not. did my calories get absorbed?

i know this is a problem.. and i will overcome it

im starting over tomorrw, back on my healthy diet

im sick of being this way.

i know i sound crazy, but its a problem i have and im only human.

Answer 1

i have read sum of your other questions and it seems like your really concernred about your weight and now i c whats going on..your body does need calories and fats and all that good stuff if you dont have all the right nutrients in your body you could seriously become ill or possibly even die..now about the blood thing if you are throwing up blood this could be a bad sign..it could be ulcers and other stomache problems that can be caused bc of being bulimic i suggest seeing a familty doctor..and if you need to tlk to sum one im always here

Answer 2

i think some calories are immediately absorbed by your body, but not nearly as many as you got rid of by purging. Ive read that youre mostly getting rid of nutrients and stuff that your body needs....I've been through something like that, though not nearly as bad. If you need someone to talk to you can message me.