Im feeling so weak lately... Help..?

Question

Im out of the country for some vacation & I just cant 4get what my ex-bf did 2 me. He left me after months telling me there's a personal reason... I bet he is lying tho, but I just cant 4get I loved him so much & i talk to some guys nd all they just ignore me. Am not ugly or anything. Im always nice to ppl nd all. But I dunno y I just cant find someone good.. someone perfect. I feel i wanna tear, there's a heat inside my heart, & a feeling of hopelessness... I wish Id die rather than live in pain... Ive been hurt alot by many ppl... I feel i got noone...

Answer 1

First of all how old are you? My guess is maybe 15?? dont live your life looking for someone perfect,just live your life normally,be yourself and you will meet somone when u least expect it,dont worry too much and dont wish death on yourself because of  stupid little immature boy ,you are young!  

Answer 2

awww, babe

i'm sorry : (

i don't know what to say

that must be hard.

if you ever need to talk you can write me

Answer 3

I read your poem too...  deep.

Your doing the right thing getting those emotions out there.  Other things that help are crying ... the bodies natural balance for hurts.  

You're full of sadness and hurt but those of us who've been there can tell you it does get better.  Sometimes we even cherish the difficult times.  Especially like when you help someone by giving a sympathetic ear.  

Look up the word 'nouthetic'  if I remember correctly it means 'to cry alongside' in the context of a Counselor who so understands the pain of the person they help, they literally cry along with them. [But still helping too :]]

Having hope helps to lighten the pain.  But time is the real healer.  Don't get any silly ideas about crying for help by self harm.  All that does is get you hurt and make the people around you frightened and angry.  Those who love you won't love you more or less.  Those who don't love you will slip away in embarrassment.

Try and focus some of that deep emotion into helping someone - maybe volunteering work?  Keep yourself busy, but watch your hydration and nutrient intake so you don't burn out.

Keep up with the poetry, maybe some other art too?

Answer 4

There is this cartoon - its the woman looking for the perfect man and she is sitting on a park bench and do you know what? She's  a darned skeleton - she waited too long and never did find the perfect man - they don't exist!!

But hey there are an awful lot of nice fellas who while they may not be perfect have many fine qualities - so go fer it!

Glad to hear that you are a nice person, more important than looks anyway - cos if you have a nice personality it will shine from your face and the right people will see it and see how nice you are

Forget about what the ex did - he wasnt worth it anyway - be glad you are rid of him cos if he dumped you he didnt realise your true worth

Get out there and live and do your best to find something nice in each day and you will soon feel much better about yourself