I dont even talk to my ex boyfriend anymore.. and i think we are finally in a civil place where we could both just move on with our lives.. which is great cuz i have noo interset of him being in my life, not even as a friend.. the problem is i have had this HUGE crush on one of his friends for THE LONGEST TIMEE ( i met him after we broke up so dont worry) but iits driving me insane.. i think we only saw each other 3 times and talked for less than a minute everytime we did see each other,, its crazy i usually dont like people unless i know , but with this guy i feel like i already do.. EVEN THOUGH I DONT ..
i cant get him out of my head.. its been over a year an half, and the only contact ive ever had with him was on AIM when he IMed me once this summer.. we talked for a couple of hours. and havent heard anythign from him since =/
i dont know what to do... im not the kind of girl that goes crzay over guy,,, its usually the other way around.. lol and now i dont know what to do.. i cant get him our of my head... i cant stop looking at his pictures, and i cant stop thinkin of him.. AND TRUST ME I SO WANT TO...
oh i should probly mention that theyr both go to the same college and both dorm there.. i dont go to the same college..
i just wanna know if there is 00000.1% chance that it might ever happen.. =/
i mean when we talked we had sooo much in common, we liked the same things, and had the same beliefs and eveyting was just great...
i dont know .. i feel like a little teenage girl right now..
but anyone can help =]
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