Im sad =/ ?

Question

okei,this is probably the ONLY time i will admit this..

but,i absolutely hate EVERYthing about me,i cant stand the way i look!,i think im fat,and im not!..and i feel so disgusting!,and i think im ugly,but idk..i know im pretty,but i dont feel pretty!!..idkkkk >.<*,and so now,i have an eating disorder,and im not really tht close to my mom so,i havnt told her about it..

and,now 1 of my very good friends is mad at me, and i know she has alot shes got to deal with also.

i really want to like how i am,but i dont! >.<*

but idk..i dont want to tell my mom this,idk what she would do.

i really dont know what i am supposed to do...im always sad,and there is alot going on over here with my family and some issues with tht,and sick relatives and stuff,and its hella stressful

i always feel nervous,even when i have nothing to be nervous about and i always just want to bust out and cry =/

and my friend (the one who is mad at me/goin thru some stuff as well) was some1 who i thought would understand and try and atleast make me feel better..but she is mad at me..so now,i feel like no1 cares,even tho i kno ppl do care

im afraid to tell ppl about how i dont eat and stuff nd idk...what should i do..i know the answer seems soooo obvious,but,its not and i really want some help

im 15 if it matters any

Answer 1

I was there i know it sounds impossible now but one day ur gonna wake up and accept life. Your gonna be able to look in the mirror and tell urself &quot; I AM BEAUTIFUL&quot;

Answer 2

I saw that one question you asked and it contained a picture, you are supa fly:)  And you know this! So, keep &quot;keep ya head up&quot; as they say. As a native american/latin/black teen, I&#039;m sure you see life in a way no one else can relate to, and that can be HARD girl! But,a storm will always pass.

Now we don&#039;t need anymore nichole richie heffas(,she is such a neg. inflence) So eat! All you need is at LEAST 1500 calories a day...and when you feel guilty, just exercise. It&#039;s a great feeling knowing that you eat well and feel athletic.

Also, the root of the problem is: perhaps you need to talk with your mom. And if you aren&#039;t comfortable with her like that, have someone you trust right there with you as you both try to sort things out.

Answer 3

I might be wrong but it might be your hormones combined with your outlook in life.

I don&#039;t know if you have friends, but it will be a plus if you have one or even just a chat mate  - anyone who is willing to listen to you and not judge you.

Obviously, you look down on yourself and you are striving that to overcome, however, you must take the initiative in that process. Asking for one help is something, but doing it with your whole self will benefit you more than anyone you asked from.

If it helps, go to the church, talk to anyone in there include the Big One.  

Answer 4

omg, y didnt u tel me this b4?! omg u had nothing on ur mind? o sure LOL

omg u are sooo not ugly! ok? ur beautiful! and your not fat! ok eat! its good 4 u lol, plz dont be like this! i had a friend who was bulimic and ended up in the hospital it was soo scary dont let that happen to u! ok? and of course ppl care about u! sometimes theyre jus busy or like are trying to help u but it comes out wrong

id say tell ur mom get some help! tell jesus lol not christ jaja, but yea tell ur friends theyll wana help u! and 1 more time ur not fat or ugly ur B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!

Answer 5

...............get over it?