I'm terrified of school, its like going back to the h**l hole, because theres so many expectations, and everyones popular, and theres loner groups, and sometimes i dont know were to eat for lunch, sometimes my friends aren't there at school, and im stuck alone.. its so bad..i want to just study my a$s off but how can i when theres so much drama! I have to quit studyin and start taking all of that stress on myself, i dont want to, and its so hard to make freinds which is another problem...it takes so much time for me to talk to someone, and trust me i try my best to make some, but i feell like there never interested in what im talking about, or they never listen and change the topic...im scared of rejection the most.. its just really bad..and i need some advice to make freinds, and to enjoy my hishschool years, casue im never going to get them back:'(
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