I am so sick of negativity. bad activities makin me feel like changing identities. I'm fed up with my sht, I'm sick of always being poor, always having no money for fun, always feelin I should run away into the sun, always living in a dump, the chump landlord always comin to my side of the house and run his mouth, shellin me out for rent increase and smoking fees, Im tired of being five foot ten, always havin to be careful what I said, careful not to offend the wrong person always lookin on ahead, always waking on the wrong side of the bed, I'm tired of having to face up to that jerk paul mcburt, sick of him tellin me to how to wear my shirt, while I already came in 50 mins before work, sick of having to cash my check early to pay my bills, always comin from behind still, check my bank balance and its always nil, Im sick of being ugly, walkin around to not be seen, and never having had self esteem, sick of my parents too, sick of the loser I've been made into, sick of being twenty two still had never been laid, sick of being afraid of every cop I may or may not face, afraid that they might take me aside for glarin at them behind my shades, sick of feelin hate from every direction, I'm not sick of life, just sick of all this negativity...
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