Im so heartbroken about the death of my lovebird.?

Question

my precious baby (5 year old) peach face lovie died last friday (08/08/08) THE LUCKY DAY!!

my mom stepped on him by accident and he was screaming like crazy, and ive never heard him do that.

in a matter of time, he was queit and shutting his eyes. i held him in my hands as he died.

i was panicking and saying, "hes deing, mom , he's deing"

even thought i didnt beleive myself. he has been stepped on many times, and been through ALOT of pain and i have helped me, and NOT A VET, i healed with my hands and my body heat and he was fine in a week.

this time, he could have been stepped on around the neck because red feathers from the head where everywhere.

the next day we barried him and in 2 days, a raccoon smelled him and ate him.

i am so terrified, still. even tough im getting a new one,

this kid was my brother.

i loved him more then i loved myself, i put him before me and i just, am so upset still, and i dont know how to make myself feel better.

NO RUDE COMMENTS!!!!!

i feel like crying, but i know its not going to help or change.

;( im so heartbroken, but i dont want to show him that im sad.

i know he dosnt want me to do that.

Answer 1

well pet loose; is pretty heard to get over it really fast,

esp. whe you were really close to that pet.

you should just, think he is in a better place .

Answer 2

Nothing I can say will make you feel better. I know how sad someone can be when something dear to them dies, even if it's a little bird. I've been thru that many times and nothing could take the sadness away except time and even that won't competely erase the memories. I know it's hard especially when you remember the last moments of its life and think how it was suffering silently and you wish you could do something for it but couldn't. Get yourself another bird so it will help you forget that one, and please be careful next time so it won't be stepped on again.

Answer 3

omgosh i am so sorry for u!!!!!!! birds are very iteagent animals and mabe he did no that he was going to pass away. if ur get a new one thats grate and what i did wen my dog passed a way i spent a day crying and iall i did was make a photo albums of all the good times we had and that made me feel better. the best thing to do is think possitive hes in a better place an dhes still loves u and wants u to know not to be sad hes in a grate place!!!!!!!!!!!! and im sure he miss u as much as u miss him!! Hope This helps! fell better!!!

Answer 4

all i can say is

im sorry

and

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