Im so tired of it all?

Question

I cant stand it anymore,

Im always the friend that listens and gives the advice and occationally ppl ask how my day is and stuff,

Im totally taken advantage of by my two bffs and Im so tired of it!

they need me, I know it, but they use me at the same time with out really realizing it,

they always have drama going on and its really annoying because Im just the opposite avoiding drama!

and Im so tired of it,

Ive known one since I was born and the other since 4th grade

and then theres my crush who ive been deperately been trying to get over for too long and its too much!

and I have nightmares EVERY night

about totally random things all different but im really done with allof this

and with all my friends problems Im taking on too much

i dnt have anytime for myself or anyone really to talk to cuz everyone comes to me for help!

I dnt have anyone really to go to

and Im just mad all the time now

put on a smile ofcourse but inside Im so mad!

idk what to do about all this

advice would be great

thanx :[

Answer 1

actually once i read this i felt the same way. I've been a lot of listening, and when i tried to tell people what was going on they just tuned down. they didnt mean to, just that they have horrible timing. then actually my best friend backstabbed me and says she forgot it. i dont know if she did or not but im still pretending to be her best friend. thats why im bottling stuff up and being unhealthy.

but let me tell you something from my own experience. you cant bottle it all up. it is going to blow your top one day -- and for the worse. try to get a person you can talk to ASAP. real life preferrably or you can talk to me or somebody on the computer who's moved or something. try to tell somebody your problems. releasing your own needs to somebody makes life a whole lot better.

trust me i learned the hard way ^__^" just telling you not to wait for last minute.

trust me ive had the same experience as you had recently. dont make the same mistake i did -- you are going to regret it. i did. ;) if you cant find someone know that I'm always here to let out your issues to. but prefferably would be better to have someone whom you know in real life XD

Answer 2

when they ask you whats up tell them and when you got poblems instead tell them and if they make a different subject say you know i really need to talk about this problem