Interpret my dream please I tried to only list the important things?

Question

My mom told me to remember to go to this hotel room number for later. I found out my sister had a brain tumor. I went out on the porch to read and writing started to appear on my book it said that God wanted to know the room number my Mom told me, so I told the "ghost" the number. I found out I had a brain tumor that my parents kept secret from me. I started to hear God talking to me and reveled it to my sister and she told me she did too. So I went around town and saw all these temptations and sins and felt like I was going to go to h**l because I did not believe in God until the brain tumor.

Answer 1

Your having a internal struggle about religion. That if you don't believe bad things will happen to you. That not believing God will send you to h**l for this and give you things that could kill you. You want to believe in God but your not sure of his existence.

Do you spend time in the religious section. If so you read the posts of others there. The constant struggle of others trying to prove or disprove beliefs.

Answer 2

I'm not sure exactly but, I have a lot of religious dreams too. Maybe God is trying to send you a message that you shouldn't wait for proof to believe, you just need to have faith. All the temptations and sins probably are there to show you what you will fall into if you do not have faith in God and believe just because you know he is there rather than something telling you he is there.

Also, the specific numbers can have a meaning. So what exactly is the number?