He and I are the best of friends. After I was betrayed by my pack (they are animals) of friends, he was there. He was a good guy, and I never thought about him in that way.
We have been best friends for about a year and a half, and we tell each other everything. We talk everyday at least an hour over the phone and he texts me morning everyday and text him night before we go to bed (with many texts in between)
I am just not sure if I love him, or if I am in love with him.
He is currently going out with this really nice girl but there relationship just seems to be hanging, not moving forward. I could never hurt this girl and steal him, but then again I am not sure if I even love him in that way.
It just feels like I am in a relationship without being in a relationship.
I want to kiss him so badly, but my "best friend me" recoils at the thought. he is practically my brother.
I am so confused, could someone shed some light?
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