Hi, I have been weird about food for a long time now and I am just wondering what others think. I will eat normally for a while and I will gain some weight or something stressful will happen and I will decide I need to lose weight. I start restricting my food intake and start to loose weight, I feel good about myself but I will soon start eating a lot of fattening foods because i crave it. I feel guilty and afraid of gaining the weight back so I start throwing up and eventually that doesnt work and I use laxatives. I will usually eventually start eating ok for a while but it seems like a cycle, it has been happening on and off for 7 years. I don't feel like it could be an eating disorder because I don't count calories very often, I don't exercise very often and it not like I do the weird eating stuff all the time.
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