In 5th grade I went through a depression. I dont think its normal for a 10 year old to think that they are ugly and fat and cry everynight. Which is exactly what I did. I wore baggy clothes so my body wouldn't show every day. On picture day my mom made me wear jeans and I cryed and argued with her for hours. She won of course. I wasn't even fat then I was 80-90 pounds! And I was obsessed with my dead dog that died months before.
Now I'm 13 turning 14 in 2 weeks and this is my second one. For a while now I've hated the way I've looked and everything around me. Something happened that is very private that I cant tell you but it makes me so mad and confused! I have all the symptoms of teen depression, my friend says it's normal to go through teen depression but no one else has backed that up! Is it normal? If so is it also normal to go through a depression in your pre-teen years?
And no I dont care so much about my looks it's just... everything! I can't explain it! and it makes me sick, literally, it makes me ill. I get sick alot from it. It sorta like a weird cold that I get.
Oh and depression is hereditary in my family so I'm not sure if that's it.
Please help!
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