i've been with my boyfriend for a year nearly now and i'm just going into my last year at high school and hes starting collage. he is my first love and i'm his. we're very much in love, and we've only ever had one major argument since we've been together, we seem to be getting stronger and stronger and he's never done anything to betray my trust. he never has a wandering eye etc etc. we see each other everyday and he always a gentleman.
but i can't help but be worried that i'm going to loose him as hes going into his first year in collage. i will be joining him in a years time in collage too, but i can't help but worry that some girl will come along and sweep him off his feet.
i'm always self concious and i'm not the prettiest or skinniest of girls but i'm scared that a skinny stunning model looking girl will just come along and take him away. [even though he says i'm beautiful and he loves my body and never would want a skinny girl] i just can't help but feel like this.
is it natural to think these things or am i being over paranoid? because everyone tells me that collage and high school are two different worlds and i know they are, but hes always been the one who i can tell everything to, just turn to as most of my friends have betrayed my trust this year, if i lost him, i'd loose everything.
if you can help, then it's really really appriciated :)
thanks
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