The relationships I've had with everyone in my life (aside from my mother and brother) has always been very unstable. I seemed to have best friends in primary school and high school, with my group of family friends and cousins yet now they don't keep in touch with me, despite my attempts to keep in touch with them. I also have a very rocky relationship with my father where he treats me as if he hates me then goes back to acting like he loves me. It's left me feeling like I've spent my whole life on an emotional roller coaster and without a father figure to rely on.
Since I was young I've wanted to be married. Not having a huge wedding, I mean just having one person in the world that I know will always be there. I've been with my boyfriend for more then 2 years now and I know he is the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with but I am afraid to tell him that I feel this way. We have discussed marriage and both want it.
Is it normal to want to be married so badly? Should I tell him?
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