my bf has a high temper and always swears. sometimes when he yells at me and swears at me i feel degraded. actually, we've been doing well lately and been together for almost five years. we usually always find ways to work things out.
the thing is...his temper bothers me a lot and i'm getting fed up. sometimes i don't like it when he yells and verbally abuse his siblings especially his younger brother who is really feminine-like.
today we fought which got into a big one. my bf was yelling at me, slamming everything in the house in front of his brothers and sisters. i was crying, grabbed my bag and was ready to run out. i passed him and wanted to hit him so bad. somehow, it just happened. i punched him in the stomach. it happened so fast. he got really angry came towards me and punched my on my side then pushed me against the wall. i have a small bruise on my leg. the thing is..i know it was wrong of me to punch him, but i dont think i can punch that hard. he's way taller than me (i'm 5 ft. and he's 5'11). i think its wrong for both sexes to hit each other. i dunno anymore. i know its my fault and i deserved it.
my bf came back in the room and told me i disrespected him (i know i did) and his family because i caused a scene. it happened in his room in front of his younger siblings. when he pushed me against the wall and fell to the ground..i was in a state of shock. even his siblings..they were shocked and silent.
i cried and told my bf that it was NOT RIGHT TO HIT A GIRL, but he told me that i hit him so he hit me too. i guess he was right.
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