I'm 7 months along and I know this probably makes me sound bad, but I have been having a hard time accepting the fact that I'll be having a girl instead of a boy. My siblings are all girls and I don't have any brothers. I guess I just really wanted a boy because they don't seem as fussy as little girls do. I mean, I know that if you raise your child right, he/she can be a sweetheart. But I am just having a really tough time accepting that my baby is a girl and I don't know why. When I had my ultrasound, I kept thinking I saw a p***s, but I guess I was wrong. I feel bad bacause I get upset about it sometimes. I don't want to try to have any more children because this pregnancy has been difficult, but I want a boy so bad. I keep having these dreams that she is really a boy and I'll give birth and they'll say, "Oh, it's a boy!" and that just makes me feel depressed because it's not true. I don't know why I feel like this, but I just do. Everyone thought it was going to be a boy, I did too. It seems like all my friends who are having babies are having boys or already have boys and they're like, "I wanted a girl" and I think to myself "yeah, I wish I was having a boy". I know it sounds silly that I would be upset over this because I know it's not the baby's fault, I guess I just really had my heart set on a boy. Has anyone else ever felt like this? And if so, doesn't it seem like women would want to have a girl more than a boy? It makes me feel bad because everyone thinks I should have had my heart set on a girl instead for some reason.
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