I have taken 3 pregnancy tests, all of which have come out negative (and to be honest with you, I'm not really sure how accurate these tests were...they weren't name brand or digital read outs...they were actually really weird...)
BUT
I have EVERY single symptom, from the missed period to the morning sickness, to the breast tenderness (but not all the time, it comes and goes...dunno if that's normal or not), I'm tired after 4 hours of work or school, I'm hungry more than usual, I cry over EVERYTHING it seems (when my boyfriend looks at me and calls me beautiful, when he leaves for work...when I ran out of toothpaste, when I can't find the right pair of shoes for an outfit...and once I cry I'm happy as a peach!)
Maybe I tested too early? My last period was June 30...I'm not sure when I tested, but I think it was around maybe the 2nd or 3rd week of July. I'm going to test again with the ClearBlue or EPT, but I'm so scared of a negative result that I've been putting it off. I'm going to be crushed if I don't get a positive result.
I go to the Dr on Monday to find out for sure, but I'm just curious now. I REALLY want a baby (actually I'd LOVE twins, but I won't be choosey lol) and I just don't want to walk in that office knowing there's no chance in h**l I'm pregnant. I'll break down and cry if I'm not.
I really do feel pregnant ya'll...I really do. I changed up the way I eat and exercise and sleep and everything just in case I am.
Am I just imagining it? Is it just wishful thinking? Is there any hope??
Only positive answers please. No mocking. This is a serious matter to me. I've been bugging just about everyone I know, and I think they're sick of hearing it, lol.
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