You ever get that way? My boyfriend will always ask me to tell him everything, to let him help me. And at first I won't, then after a lot of prodding I'll let it all out. And it'll feel good. Really good, because...I know that he cares and that he wants to help.
It feels good to have someone rocking you to sleep at night...to have someone just kiss away your tears...or stroke your hair.
But why do I always make him fight for it? why don't I blubber it all out immediately? I know it'll feel better, but it's like...I don't want him to feel all of my stuff.
He'll get mad at me for lying to him, for not telling him things...
so, why don't I just...tell it all? And why do I always feel the need to apologize to him afterwards? He tells me not to, because he, "knows that I'd do the same for him." In a way he's right, but I also know that he'd never have the problem I have right now...I don't know if I could handle it as well as he does.
How many guys need to know how to react when their girlfriend suddenly passes out from a panic attack on the open street?
Should a guy have to know things like that?
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