lol....
I have moon in pisces in the 6th for those of you who dont know that.
Some regulars in here have some idea about what aspects I have and what questions I have been asking ( sorry mercury, venus and mars are currently conjunct my ASC , this accounts for my return and series of questions )
Anyway , lately I have been asking questions about saturn/capricorn and their aspects a lot because I am having this increasingly irrational worries for my friends. Basically both of them have mercury conjunct saturn , my dear one also has sun conjunct saturn, and the other ( my good friend ) has saturn opposition moon.
Just today, an australian actor jumped to his death after a long time battling with depression , immediately after I heard the news,just like an instinctive reaction , I checked his chart, and there he had saturn conjunct his sun and opposite his moon.
Then , I thought about these 2 TV personalities that also killed themselves last year ( and they looked perfectly fine on TV , all smiling ) after losing the battle to depression to. So I checked their charts . One has saturn square mercury and the other has moon conjunction saturn.
And I complete freaked out.......its like I am actively calling for these aspects to come appearing in my face and I am very worried for my friends........I know this is irrational......and probably because of my receptive pisces moon...But better be safe than sorry, and my continous encounter/befriending with saturn-influenced people which I already told in my other question didnt help with my worries either.
What can I do ? Am I worrying too much ? Lol...I am going nuts here... because I dont wanna lose a good friend and the love of my life .
Stupid mercury, venus and mars transit conjunct my ASC making me sleepless and making my brain feel like its gonna explode
Sorry this is not even an astro question...
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