Is there something wrong with me, or do i just have "the blues" =/?

Question

I wake up every morning feeling like a robot, a zombie, numb. Just waking up, and waiting for the day to end, as if i dreaded living. Do you know the feeling, when it's the beginning of the week, and you've got something really great going on during the weekend, so you spend the whole week waiting for that one event? Just trying to kill time until that day comes? That's a little how I feel, but for no reason at all. I'm not waiting for anything, not looking forward to anything. And still, I spend every minute thinking "Woah. I can't wait until today's over." I'm sad and bored about everything.

I'm really sorry, I know that doesn't really make sense or explain how I feel properly. But it's really hard to put into words.

I've felt like this for the past two months or so. Could there be something medically wrong with me?

Answer 1

Sounds like your depressed.  Go see a doc.  Especially because you've self-harmed in the past.  It is a big deal.  The doc can help sort out your thought processes and possibly prescribe medication if necessary to get you out of this funk.  Don't suffer.  Go seek a doc.

Answer 2

its o.k to feel that way sometimes but try to think posotive and pray about it if you feel you want to talk go to my page and click on e-mail or im good luck hope you get better

Answer 3

You sound just like I have been feeling for the past few months, the last week I went to my DR and as I already suffer Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and am medicated for it I thought I was going stupid! Turns out I have depression due to living a highly stressed lifestyle and caring for my elderly mum, BUT I hold onto my hopes and my dreams and this medication Prozac will lift my mood in the next week or two and then in a few months I can maybe come off it and continue on, sometimes it takes longer depending on the individual. I have suffered depression on and off all my life and I always blamed myself, please don't do that, it's just life and some ppl can cope with it and some of us cannot. Go see your DR as soon as possible and possibly a councellor can help, its a big step yes, but trust me I come out feeling a lot better, a little more confident, do it for you because you are worth it :)

Answer 4

I feel the exact same way EVERY day.

I know how it feels.  What gets me through these difficult times is thinking that things can only get better....

Answer 5

i feel the same everyday i just wana sleep and not wake up i wanna get outa this place http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;...

Answer 6

Everyday above ground is a good day.. quit being like that, you have no reason to feel the way you do.

edit -

It meant that you should really try to see the positive aspect of everything instead of negative one. If you wake up thinking that your day is going to be bad and boring, then it most likely is going to be that way. Instead, if you keep on looking forward to have a good day, a better day than yesterday, then your mood is already positive which is going to help your case. You're gonna want to go out and have fun, or find something interesting to do, so your day won't be as boring as if you just waited for tomorrow to come thinking that it's just gonna be another bad day. Anyways, how bad can it get? You can always find something to do, you just have to have a little bit of motivation.. going out, watching tv, reading a book, seeing some friends, playing a sport, working out, whatever floats your boat. You don't have to take those things for granted... why would your day be so bad if you did a few of those things I've mentioned? They're not special activities at all, but they can still be enjoyable if you put your mind to it. What do you think other people do with their spare time? Chances are that their life isn't more interesting then yours, at all. Like I said, everyday can be a good day.. it's what you make out of it.

Answer 7

you could have a really minor case of depression?