I am 13, and my fathers girlfriend screams and shouts at me and my sisters. she said my mother didnt want us, which isnt true, she just could not take living with my dad anymore, and she insults us constantly, when we have never even been hostile to her.
she said we are 'feral little b**ches' and on numerous occasions has made up things to tell my father, like we said snide remarks to her behind his back, and that we have told her things (that my dad tells us to keep secret from her) but she actually found them rummaging through his room!
my dad makes excuses for her constantly, he says that she doesnt say sorry because she 'wasnt raised like us', and he said that I know the awful things she says to and about me are not true, so it doesnt matter and isnt hurtful.
she has come into my room screaming at me because I slammed the car door too hard by accident before, while I sat on my bed crying too scared to say anything back because I knew if I did my dad would be angry at me. he was standing there watching her and did not stop her.
he thinks coz she doesnt hit us its okay, and he brings her into our house constantly, and when I try to explain to him that it makes me depressed and I am not comfortable in my own house he just gets angry and yells that I dont try.
sometimes it makes me feel so hopeless that I get suicidal, I am so frustrated, whatever I say is wrong to him and makes him yell, and he has every excuse in the book he uses for her.
is it okay for him to do what hes doing? I know it could be worse, but I am already at my breaking point, and I already have a medical stress / anxiety problem which is getting worse because of it.
I am sorr ythis is so long, any answers are appreciated
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