lately i havent been excited about any upcoming events in my life..
even like little dinners with friends, or meeting with the boyfriend, or anything.
im never looking that forward to it, really, its just.. there.
i also havent been sleeping right lately, ive been going to bed at 4 am and waking up at like 12.. and then being so lazy cos i dont sleep well.
however, when i think of my future, going into university etc, i get REALLY excited, and just a wind of happyness.
so i know im not totally hopeless..
could this be because of my sleeping habits?
also, i have absolutely no history of this, and ive never really been like this before ever.
is this just a little temporary phase in my life?
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