i sometimes think of suicide not because i dont like my self or my life but because i hate my parents
i mean i dont feel sorry for people who commit suicide because they are depressed because thats them.
but its not fair that my life is bad because of my parents, and that if it wasnt for them i would have a good life
i just get so mad sometimes when i think that people actually make others feel bad
im not seriously going to kill myself but i sometimes daydream of doing it so my parents know that they did this
when im at school i am the happiest person at my school and when im home im mad, uncomfortable, upset i cant get any privacy and i lost my individuality from my family
pretty much i cant do anything like go out without telling my mom or enjoy life like an average guy, i do them but i dono
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