I look to my side, or at anything but the road. I feel like the car is going to crash if i turn around to look at the moon or look at a mountain or something. It's hard to talk on the phone and I don't really do it unless I absolutely have to. When I got into my crash, it was because I wasn't looking, and now my eyes are practically frozen on the road whether i'm driving or not.
It's really really hard to explain the sensation, but I get anxious and my heart beats faster when I'm not looking straight ahead at the traffic and stoplights and all. I feel like I'm the driver, and by me not looking I'm going to cause the car to get totaled again or something.
I try not to think that way, but it doesn't work.
I just want to know if it is normal, is it?
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