So I have known this guy for a very long time. His mom was my first grade teacher. Ever since high school I've had a crush on him. When he went off to college he was 4hours away and I was still in high school so our relationship was complicating. Communication was just way off, we would talk rarely on the phone or by email. He tells me how he feels about me and I just don't know what my feelings are for him. I do like him but I don't know if that's enough. Now he's in the Air force and is in Texas right now, he asked me to be his girlfriend but I kind of regret saying yes. My heart is telling one thing and my mind is saying another thing im just so confused. His mom passed away in July, so it's been really hard for him and I don't want to make him more upset. I just don't know what to do.
Because he's in the Air force I just don't see how our relationship is going to work. He is always going to be far away and I don't believe in long distance relationships. I have never committed to a guy I have always been a single girl. I just wonder when I go off to college I might find someone else I like but I would be tied down to someone who is not even around. I just want to see what else is out there but at the same time I really do like this guy, I'm torn and confused. Somebody please give me some advice because I really need it.
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