hi =] as we all know, its still summer, and throughout the summer, ive been almost okay the whole time. but usually when school comes around, or something big, or people nagging on me so on, i get schizophrentic. can you say seasonal schizo? i see people other people cant see, i hear things trying to tell me to do something, etc, ive gone for a lil help for this c**p, but i cant stand counselours and their stupid candy. ill take the candy but s***w the counselor. their annoying and usually do nothing for you. so ive prayed about this stuff, and what not. it really gets to me, and i get a lil insane. 1. is it all just a bunch of stress? or 2. is there somthing really wrong with me? ..... ive had this for mostly all my life. used to be constant, now seasonal some what, and ill pass out once in a while, or wake up, or write things i never wrote, no clue what the hayll they mean. and im sorry for typping so much, its just its all in mind atm, so read on, my friend. theres more to it i think, but im not writing it all. thoughts?
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