Is this why I am so depressed?

Question

I'm 14 and my parents split when I was 2 because my dad was abusive. Ever since e I was little I would get upset when someone had a father and not me. So My dad would have to see me in visitation but then he stopped. And now that I'm 14 my dads wanting to come in my life and I keep refusing him. My brother go's to his house all the time but I dont want to see him because Im afraid he might hert me becuz I hardly know him. But latley I just been so depressed not wanting to be with friends and when I have a bad hair days that ruins my whole day. So am I depressed because I missing someone in my life like a father?

Answer 1

That could be it. If it's not then you just have a chemical imbalance, and that's nothing to be ashamed about. Just talk to someone you trust, letting things out helps alot. If it gets to a point where its so unbearable you can't get out of bed in the morning, or you feel the need to hurt yourself, it's time to get some help. Don't wait like I did