up until a year ago i lived with my mum and dad, then my dad got his mistress pregnant and left us. within the last 6 months my mum started dating an old family friend (he was with someone) and now him and his 16 year old daughter have moved in. I hate being at home now, its feels weird and wrong.It used to really be just me and my mum and i feel like she is making no effort to make me feel better about it. here are a few examples; my draws in my bedroom have been broken for about a year, i can only use one of them which mean alot of my clothes lay on the floor, i keep asking my mum to help me fix them but she doesn't.when her mans daughter moved in they went out and brought her a brand new pine wardrobe and draws and when i asked when mine will be fixed she said we will have to rearrange the draws so you only use the top one (in other words no change) and last night i got home and she was all tense and said 'ooo i havnt been able to clean up ooo the house is a mess ooo help me clean up' so i done the hoovering for her, when i asked why she was so busy she said 'oh because i have been playing board games with *holly* (the daughter) all night'. then the finall straw was when i got home and i was going through my broken draws and one of them fell out and landed on my toe. Without meaning to i screamed and said 'ahhh ****' coz it really really hurt. then i hurt my mum say 'ooo holly i bet that wasnt you was it' and then she walked off and didnt even check if i was okay even though i was crying. it just seems like she is the daughter she has always wanted and now im superfuluce to her needs. i bet i sound like a right moany cow but i just...oh i dunno what i want. am i being way to unfair?
Tags: