i have a six month old baby boy and i gained about 50 pounds during the pregnancy!!! I am 5'4" and i was 140 when we met (my ideal weight) I was 160 when i got pregnant and am now down to 200!!!! I have HORRIBLE stretch marks all over my stomach and hips, my skin on my stomach is still saggy, and lets just say...i breast fed. I feel horrible about myself. But the thing is...he isn't the problem, its me. He always tells me i am beautiful and he says he still finds me attractive but i can't help but feel like i am a major turn off. He still gets aroused and still has a high drive but i don't. and it has nothing to do with the baby. I just can't stop thinking about how horrible i look while we are making love. I just want to hide myself from him so he doesn't get turned off. And even though i know he wont, i feel like if i don't let him see my body he won't get turned off and cheat on me. I hate that i feel this way. But how can i change the way i feel?
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