so while i was growing up, my cousin always got the compliments and i was the skinny kid that got barely any comments. she always got comments and credit for how well she did in school and all i got was look how lazy you are...and always being compared. and i HATE being compared to other people!! i mean who doesnt!? but anyway, i gotta admit she is pretty...prettier than me i gotta say...and we stopped talking for a while, but just yesterday she was puttig me down and sometimes i just wanan tell her to STFU youre not all that!!!!!!! i know she has insecurities like her weight, but she'd use that to skinny people and say gain weight and make good excuses for herself and bad excuses for us skinnys lol because where i live thick is nice! and im clearly insecure about that already. and im younger than her but she has this ego and coceitedness i absolutely hate i just hate those things about people. BIGGEST PET PEEVES! she isnt the smartest but what makes her seem smart is that shes a hard working person. but ugh I WANNA GET OVER THIS ENVIOUS THING how do i get over that. i wanna be better than her and tell her to just stop MY GOSH this is bOTHERING ME SO MUCH! i hate her under estimating me. SHE KNOWS how it feels. its like she has to put me down to gain a sense of proudness or whatever.
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