Just a crush or what?

Question

Ok here's the story: One the first week of school we couldn't switch classes and we had to stay in one classroom until they were down putting up the portables [they're remodeling the school] so I basically saw the same people everyday and I think I actually grew fond of this guy[: at first there was a rumor going around that he liked me and i was kinda stressed cuz i made a promise i wouldn't date this year! So yea i was scared of rejecting him]: So i avoided him until I "thought" he liked one of my friends! So after that i didn't avoid him but i didn't talk to him either]: umm yea any who i started to watch him [not in a stockerish way tho!] and i realized he was actually kinda cute♥ [after awhile i started to notice he sometimes watched me in the corner of his eye(:]so umm yea one day he was drawing some really awesome robots [i ♥ robots!] and i asked him if he could draw me one and as soon as i said his name he was over in a heart beat and when i asked him if he could draw me one he [even tho im sure he heard me the first time] leaned in closer to me we were almost cheek to cheek[[[: [at the time i didn't like him] so i backed away and was like "yea could u draw me one?" smiling he said yea[: so a day later i was outside with him and the rest of our class [it was like our break] and he sat next to me and and tryed to start a convo and as soon as i turned to look at him in the eyes i got really nervous and i couldn't continue the convo! I felt so weird I've never been nervous around a guy [well except once] and I didn't know what to do so I just talked to him without looking at him :P so yea i felt bad tho cuz if he likes me he might think i don't or something so on Friday i tried talking to him again but as soon as i started walking towards him i felt like my heart was going to burst inside me and like i couldn't breath! i felt sick and started taking deep breaths and decided not to talk to him]: now i don't know what to do! i don't want to tell him cuz im scared it's just a crush that'll fade and that maybe he doesn't like me that way! so what do i do just wait and try to get to know him better or just tell him how i feel?

Answer 1

awhhh! that is soooo sweet! this is like a great love story. well he sounds like he is into you. and you like him too.  I bet its eating you up inside not to say something but give it a little while longer see if he'll come around and make the first move...I bet he will. and hey thanks for this wonderful romance novel, you should write this one down in your diary its so sweet. enjoy this romance make the moments last :) good luck, wow thats sweet I wish I could hear more.