Just really wanted to write it out...comments?

Question

I had a dream last night about my mom. I'll get to that in a sec. I live with her, and we could be closer than we are.. 2 years ago she had a near death experience. Her colon ruptured, and she had to have emergency surgery. It was colon cancer, and then after she was home from the hospital she got an infection and had to go back for a few more months, and then got a blood clot. Anyway, the point is she's been through a lot. I had a dream that she had leukemia. In it, she went to go pick up my best friend of 14 years( who in real life I've drifted apart from her and her mom) had new born puppies that were for some reason in the car with them. My mom coughed on the puppy, and my best friend's mom threw a fit because she was going to sell it for money. Then I suddenly was in the kitchen with my mom and she said that she went to the doctor because of a cough, and she started to cry and told me she had leukemia. and I start to cry really hard, which is weird because honestly i think i would be too shocked to cry right away in that situation. Almost done.....and then I was talking to my best friend's mom and she was complaining about the puppy and how my mom made it sick by coughing on it...and I told her she has leaukemia, and she said "boo-hoo." and didn't care.

Answer 1

No matter what disease it was seen as in the dream, the body is a finite entity.  Your preoccupation with thoughts of sickness and death are seen in the word leukemia.  Your mother has good advice to give, take it.  She will actually benefit another person, not this best friend's mother but you.  The reactions in the dream are actually how you feel, anger over something not going exactly the way you want it to and a bit of indifference or distancing at the same time.  Is that possible? I do not see this best friend's mom person except in terms of how she related to you.  Was she someone you admired, looked up to?  If so then my above interpretation applies.

Best of luck