Hey
I went to a mates party last night, My best friend, Doug, was also there. His girlfriend Melissa was on holiday, so she couldn't come.Me and doug are incredibly close, my best friend ever. ive always had a thing for him, but he told me he doesn't feel the same way and a few weeks later, got with Melissa. I felt very hurt but soon realized it would never everwork between me and doug. at the party, we both had alot to drink and he sat me down and said,lucy you are my best friend and i love you loads, i didnt mean to upset you when i said it would never work, but it best you know the truth. i was 100% happy with his honesty and when he toldme about how much he loves Melissa, I wasover the moon for him! then me and doug were dancing, and he said, lucy, i love you and i knew he ment as a friend, and then kissed me. ust a peck on the lips. but i found myself wanting more and me kissed another 10+ After that, nothing more than i peck on the lips. i knowits 100% friend love and doesnt mean anything in romantic sense. so why do i feel so guilty?i really dont no what to do, Melissa will split if she found out, i dont want them too! is it cheating? help!!
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