Ok, I am a 19 year old, succesful college student. I was prescribed lexapro for the first time in 8th grade which I believe was a mistake, then got off in 9th...back on in 10th until this January. Now I haven't felt suicidal or anything like that but just sad and lonely so 6 days ago I got back on it. I'm at the age when I finally realized I should do some research before I get deeply back into the medicine. I noticed the dreaded weight gain side effect and realized that it did apply to me. I was athletic and healthy before the first time I got prescriped and put on about 40 lbs when I got off I lost that, got back on it gained weight again, got off and lost it...So that got me thinking: do I really need this stuff?
The biggest reason I feel sad is loneliness. I have a wonderful girlfriend but not many great friends (although i'm in a frat) and just rarely get out. So I have lots of free time, and all that time is spent doing nothing. This made me feel like it was really time for a change and formulated a plan in my head to begin changing my life. Moderate exercise in the morning and writing/reading at night mainly. It felt great to have this revelation, but then I got worried that this was the lexapro talking and if I decided I didn't actually want to start taking it again I would go back to the way I was...so my question is...is this a healthy revelation or can 6 days of being back on this stuff already be affecting me?
Thanks for the help.
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