well i was half asleep and half awake, and i was very scared at the moment, so i prayed god, please relieve my fright. and i was trying to clam myself down.. then i saw an old friend (still alive) of the family smiling while sitting at a fast food restaurant. then from the right side of my vision comes someone else, he was one of my moms bestfriends, and he was my uncle.. he died of old age when i was 4 or 5. the night he died my mom was terribly upset, and was crying on the phone in her room. i knew what had happened, but it didnt really click. all i remember is sitting on my floor in my room and looking into the mirror and then suddenly thinking "katherine, tell linda heaven is beautiful". katherine is my full name, and linda is my moms name. i remember the voice, it was male and smooth. the voice sounded calm and joyous. i didnt really understand, so i just kinda got up and walked in my moms room and told her, then she started smiling but crying harder at the same time. i never really understood until i was several years older.. i think uncle jimmy told me that. but in the dream, he just walked by and looked at me, and then sat next to the live friend of the family. then he turned and smiled and moved his arm and waved. he was wearing a tan pinstriped button up collared short sleeve shirt. then my vision came to my aunt lucielle, who died of poor health about two years ago. we werent very close, but i remember being at her house as a younger child. she was in a big empty space, prolly like a bonus room or something, but as it was empty, it was also homely. she was in a beige leather arm chair and she was just chilling, smiling, and giggling. then i moved onto my grandpa, wallace. he died while my dad was 8, and he was buried on my dads 9th birthday, so he died before i was even close to being born, resulting in me never meeting my grandfather. he died in a hotel fire in the 60's. when i saw him, it was full body, and he was standing alone in a road, gravel and dirt. theyre were trees behind him. but it wasnt like normal vision, it was like sepia or something. like an old picture. he dressed like soldier, which he was. he received a purple heart during the war. he was wearing dark leather shoes and his army suit was dark, dark green, he had an army hat on too. my dad looks a lot like his dad. and in my dream they did also. in my dream my grandpa just let out a crooked smiled and waved his right hand twice. he was so warm and welcoming looking, like he loved me. then i sorta got out of that weird limbo awake-sleep mode. and just opened my eyes, i felt warmer, and relieved. less freaked and scared. then i started to cry from happiness. do i have guardian angels out there looking out for me in my dreams? id like to think so, and it seems like it to me. i was so happy that it seemed like someone is always there w/ me.. while im scared. my deceased relatives, i suppose. then i started thinking, Jimmy, Wallace, and Lucielle. JWL, jwl. could that stand for Jesus' Wondrous Love? ironic.. :)
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