I'm Kate, I met these two people, Ben and Alexa last year.
Ben is almost twenty and Alexa was fifteen. I amidietly connected with them and we had a good friendship it all revolved around Roleplay not the fetish stuff, the internet role play games, a high school roleplay.
Alexa and Ben got into a fight with the admin and co-admin at the time, it was something about how they were running the fight so they made a big statement by leaving the site and role play at another site. I had to go with them, or else I wouldn't be a 'real' friend. I left for a week to go on vacation. Everything had kind of simmered down, but the new role playing site wasn't as active as the other one and we just failed to role play together any more.
Alexa was the one that went back to the old site, after the fight. Ben and I followed. Alexa was made co-admin after the admin left and the co-adim at the time of the fight, Hope, took over the site.
They needed more help so Ben was made a mod along with a girl named Fiona.
I was always put in the back seat, Ben and I grew apart a little bit, the 8 year age difference probably caused that, I was only 12 the time he was talking to me.
Alexa, Hope, Ben and Fiona were running the site, but Fiona couldn't get on a lot and when she did get on, Ben and Alexa wouldn't let her do anything. Hope was gone also, avoiding the site because Ben and Alexa had caused total chaos, just being rude to everyone and shunning people who weren't as literate.
Ben and Alexa's other friend, Mickey was also doing admin duties when she wasn't even an admin. They didn't say anything about this to me, even though Ben and Alexa thought of me as their "little sister".
I was quite pissed about Ben and Alexa and the way they were handeling their admin duties so I wrote Hope a letter saying taht Ben and Alexa had been letting Mickey do things and were no handeling stadd things appriopriately.
Ben and Alexa were terminated. They left the roleplay and made big drama, trying to hack things. They asked me to leave also, and I said I wouldn't. Ben and Alexa decided I was acting like a ***** with my head up Hope's *** and blocked me. Dramatic, I know.
I've talked to Alexa only two times since the thing and we just can't seem to forgive and forget (I have forgiven them, but they still wont talk to me). They just want to be bitter and talk about how bitchy I am and make themselves feel better.
It's been five months, I've tried to fix things between us.
Is it time just to stop missing them, we were friends for almost a year and let them go their own way?
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