Love suicidal problem!?

Question

I don't know if wut am writing here is going to help me at all , but i think i'm just so close to do something very stupid to myself

i'm a 19 years old girl i live in australia i met a guy 2 years ago at work n we were so close 2 each oda , he made me feel that he is just the right person 4 me and he is the only one who can treat me right,,, one day he diceded 2 tell me how he feels 2ward me n he told me dat he wants me 2 b his gf ,, i told him that iv neva had a bf in my life which is real i was so skard of going out wid anyone coz i didnt want to gt hurt coz i had dis idea dat all guyz r nfn but players ,, anywayz afta wut he told me i wanted 2 stay away from him ,, n i tried but i couldnt do it coz i was attatchd 2 him sm how,, so we startd 2 go out 2geth as a a bf and a gf ,, relationship was perfect 4 four month not longer ,, he was treating me like a princess n weneva i would tell him dat i want 2 break up wid him he used 2 cry n make up stuff 2 make me feel bad just so i go bak 2 him,, n den he told me dat he finks dat his obsessd wid me ,, he startd 2 change .. he would tell me dnt wear minny skirts no open tops no hi heelz no dat no dis ,, he pulld me away from my friends no speakin 2 guys not even a hello no msn no bebo ,,, he startd 2 gt jealous from evryfin around me he once took me wid him n went and bought bleach n convinced me 2 drink it n told me dat he was going to drink it afta me so we die 2getha n i did but while i was drinkin it he stopd me ,,, our relation ship was changing rly bad ,, i went from da most happiest gurl to da most depressd gurl ,,, from a confident gurl dat dsnt let anyone step on her to a weak gurl dat lets her bf controls her ,,, n i wish if dat was all da problem ,,, but no he startd 2 gt violent physiklly ,, bashin me making me cry everyday at work ,,since we work 2gether , pulling me off my hair ,, dragin me like an animal in front of ppl ,,, i told his parents n dey fought i was making up stuff n dey couldnt help at all ,,till da day of his birthday ,, wen he decided 2 ask 4 a bday present ,, which is me killing my self ,, by either jumping in front of car on da street or cutin my wrist off! so i ran 2 gt a knife n i start pushin it 2 my skin n i got so skard n i was so weak dat i couldnt do it so went calling da suicidal help line ,, n i spoke 2 a lady dat convinced me 2 go gt a help from the police n i tried 2 do it ,, but i didnt have da heart 2 ,, i noe deep inside of him dat he lovs me but i dnt gt wut his doin 2 me n y ,, burning me 4 wearing my brother's jumper ,, he gts jealous from my brother ,, i noe its very sick ,, he dsnt let me go out wid anyone or speak 2 anyone oda den him even going grocry shoppin wid my parents am not allowd 2 do it ,, his 24/7 on da fone wid me he dsnt let me do anyfin in my life oda den speakin 2 him ,, n being around him ,, i wanted 2 go 2 uni so he decided 2 go 2 uni as well ,,, i couldnt make it i had 2 go 2 a dfrnt college he went der and 2 weeks ago an incident has happnd ,, he was abusin n harrasing me in front of ppl n ppl witnsd it n reported it so he had 2 gt kikd out of da college but he still does come n he rang me telling dat no matta who i get or wht i do his neva letting go off me ,, even if i was married wid 6 childrens or wteva n if i do end up wid a dfrnt guy his going 2 shoot him n shoot me ,, n if i break up wid him his going 2 tell my parents n evryone dat noes me dat am a bad person so no guy would want 2 go out wid me again ,,

plz people tell me wut 2 go talkin 2 him dsnt help or work coz his simply obssesd ,, talking 2 my parents about it is only going to put dem down n make dem upset , n gt my brother 2 do smthin stupid ,,

i don't want my brother 2 wreck his future 4 me his about 2 finish his uni n i dnt want him 2 gt any bad records bcoz of me ,, i cant go n tell da cops coz i dnt have da heart 2 do it n coz he told me if i do his going 2 gt an avo against my brother n he can gt witnesses i rly dnt noe wut 2 do am so depressd i dnt have anyone dat can help me in my life his controlin me he bashs me everyday , maks me cry every minute plz helppppp

Answer 1

he's s******g you up, my poor gal

come out of him as soon as possible or be ready for a suicide.. and its going to be yours...

Answer 2

I know ur depressed but u r making us aussies look bad by say dat all the time y not say that. Anyway to ur problem I agree no man is worth dying over. You would only be letting him win. I tried to commit suicide once and really took a lot of things but ended up living and had a stroke and brain bleed because of it all. And the feeling of total embarrassment over it all as well. They didn't keep in a psyche unit but I was very lucky.Anyone else would have to stay in a psyche unit for about 6mths. It is illegal to attempt suicide in aust. and against god as well. I am now really glad it did not work for me and feel very alive and appreciate life. I did not try it over any guy though mine was a whole other story. If you had been thru everything I have maybe I could understand. Please don't under estimate ur parents they will stick by u no matter what. Or please ring life line or teen hotline or teen suicide hotline they are all in the front part of our telephone books. I do understand as I have had idiot possessive bf before but I called the police and that scared him plus he copped a $5000 fine because he kept strangling me till I'd pass out then he would let me regain conciousness and strangle me again. He got what he deserved HA ! Good luck and big hug (we all need a hug in these times) and please don't think about suicide over any man.

Answer 3

ok u rly do need to contact the police. idc what u say or what he says, what hes doing is wrong, just wrong. u need to talk to someone too. maybe a therapist about everything. maybe u can find a way to get him to talk to one too. u rly shouldnt let him do this to u. i think u should tell ur parents and brother. if they love u they wont be upset. theyll want to help u, they want u alive unlike ur "bf". hes a jerk and thats not even close to love hun, thats abuse and u need to report him. if u killed urself it doesnt hurt u, it hurts everyone else around u. believe me, ive tried it. u need to find the courage and strength inside u to put this creep in jail. u dont want to take the chance that h**l rly hurt u or even someone else. please seek help, and please do it fast. u need it, u both do. and maybe he will go to a rehab like hospital instead of jail and he can get the help he needs and u can find a guy who is going to treat u with respect. any guy that asks u to kill urself doesnt care for u, they care about controlling u. get help and good luck

Answer 4

that whole bleach thing is effing crazy. everything before that shouldve triggered warning signs but HELLO dying together?! and his bday wish for you to kill yourself?! wtf is going on in the world! I'm 19 and I dont have any of this drama c**p, if a guy doesnt treat me right I LEAVE! do it please, for yourself, your family, and this loser you call a "bf"

Answer 5

ask ur self do u really deserve to die just for this guy do u really want 2 make a stupid decision just cuz of a complete maniac ses o hey die with me cuz im a idiot come on if ur a girl who stands up for herself and nobody steps over you just need 2 trust urslef and do something bout this mess im like australian and theres a add bout if men r like bullyin u they can uh like help you and make sure that ur okay, think again would u really want 2 die for this guy, do u really bother if he goes around and tells the whole world that ur a terrible person? just move somewere far away from him and dont tell him

Answer 6

Get a hold of the Cops and tell your brother and parents. Listen you say you don't want your brother throwing his life away for you? Well if you kill yourself he will not finish school. Him and your parents will fall into a severe depression. Don't do it. Your brother is your brother, its his job to protect you. I am a brother, and trust me if some jerk was treating my little sister like your "bf" is treating you. i'd beat the h**l out of him and i'd tell him i'd kill him if i ever saw him again. thats what he is there for. But first you should inform the Cops. really call the police. if they don't put him away have your brother put him away.

Answer 7

2 kinda 4 hrz 2 rd 4.

Answer 8

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