I have no self confidence in what i do, i can't rely on myself properly because i believe i'll s***w up. I've just been for the interview and got the job but i still believe i don't deserve it, even though i have it. I'm 16 years old and going to college in september, i'm un-confident in my abilityy to talk to people and to come off well and make friends (that interview just made me realise that i'm very nervous around others becausee i'm worrying what there thinking about me) Even though i dress uniquely and others say i look very fashionable and i have every basic essential and more in my wardrobe i still believe i won't be able to put an outfit together, a normal one, one that i won't be judged by in college.i'm worried that i'm going to have to have a brand new outfit everyday and if i don't, others will notice. I'm takingdepressantss and if you think this is bad, then you should have known me when i was off them. What do you suggest, my mind is just everywhere?
thankyou
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