WOW! I'm about to blow my top i cant take it anymore i have put up with bs for 14 years, i have a twin sister and a little sister, and i feel like my mom is bias towards me and i just cant get over it anymore. Firstly my twin sister is a jerk, if that can merely describe her. Im tired of her bs and her one way point of view. If anything is not her way she gets po'd. Than my little sister is a frickin valley girl shallow drives me crazy. Shes so lazy and whines like a baby anytime something isnt perfect for her and i kno that shes not getting that from our environment, even my mom gets on her about that. My twin sister is and AHHHH Words cant even describe how much of, i just cant stand tobe seen in public with them. Whenever we go out and say i stretch and put my feet up, she starts stabbing with my foot with a pen, i yell to my sister wth and kick her hand, she goes off tells mom, and im f*cked. What also really gets to me is if i do something, i get a earful, and there are concequences, my sister does something she gets away with a warning. My mother thinks since im a male and im the oldest (by 10min...) I need to be so careful about how i act. I kno my moms scared of my sister of being with the wrong person for her., but its not fair. I know her dad might have been abusive to her mother, but she has the highest expectations for me and the no expectations for my sister. It seems shes always the first one to get something, even though im the oldest. I have all the responsibiltes of being older, but rarely none of the benefits. All you might say, ooo im just as one sighted one minded as the person as im describing, believe me you have no idea so just dont even answer please. Now my mom gets mad when i dont go on family outings, or insist i dont want to go unless i am forced to. I dont want to spend anymore time with my sisters than i have too. Of course I love them unconditonally but i do not like them at all. AHHHH i dont know i really dont expect alot of ppl to understand but a mere few that can relate to the situation would be welcome. I have tried talking to them, and it always turns, to me that i need to change for her to change. I have to the right thing for a very long period of time for her to start acting the right way. I have to earn her curtesy; supposedly i dont deserve it. When i was little you have no idea how much i wanted it, now im almost at the point where i could care less, and it almost scared me at one point when i thoguht about.
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