it started off as a joke, like it always does. ppl would pretend to trow stuff out of the window...u know litter...and that was fine cause the ppl who started that are with me in the same school bus..so they really mean it as a joke and they dont really litter....it either in their pockets or in the other hand behind their back....they want to see me getting angry ...they find it funny. but today more ppl got invovled, ppl not in our bus..and they really throw stuff out ...once again to see me get angry and laugh...within a few days i would be able to get those ppl not to litter anymore cause i got some really good convincing points about why we should care about mother earth.ok..the worst part in all of this is that one of those hotshot bullies got invovled in this, the only thing he did was through a bottle out, and i know thats not gonna stop...from now on...he's gonna tell his other hotshot loser friends to d the same. being an environmentalist for 5 yrs...ive come across this situation before.in jr high ..and what i did back then was give all those ppl the ''dont care'' attitude. i didnt like it cause i felt helpless, belive me it tried talking to them
but nothing would get trough them, eventually they got bored and stopped.
today when this incident happend i flet like i was 13 again,no one would listen to me,i mean im older than those bullies, i dont know why....i felt weak all of a sudden....and like i said ...i felt 13 again....and i could very easily give them the ''dont care attitude'' and they would stop....but by doing so ...i feel like im letting the world down.....its like im letting the whole environmental society down....letting mother nature down.
i really hate what going on right now.
the ppl in the bus tried to let me know they were sorry , but i refused to listen.
i need help ppl. i really hate feeling like this. i really hate standing around watching ppl litter and excitedly watch me closley to see my reaction.
fellow environmentalists.....tell me what to do.
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