I have a son, it's been just me and him since day one, we are close. We sleep together. I didn't have help from the beginning, I was all he knew. Recently I had moved in w/ his grandmother, and his father, me and his father dont get along very well. But they are helping me get on my feet, I finally got my driverslicence, I am about to get my GED, I started working. Because I started my new job and my sons grandmother the only one around to watch him was going out of town for " a week" (which turned now into 2) She took my son w/ her so I could begin my new job w/ out the worry of having someone watch him. Well I am going nuts. Will I loose that bond we had? I am going to be working all the time so even when He is back (later this evening) It wont be like it was, I can't lay in bed w/ him for an hour while he drifts off to sleep, I can't play w/ him whenever he wants, just let him lay on my stomach for an hour on the couche. And they call me and say "he's a whole new baby now" like they improved him w/o me around. UHHHHHH!!!!! I have to work, I need to make his life better, save money for him for college, he's 17 and 1/2 months, I stayed with him for 16, so will I loose the bond w/ him. When he gets home will he come running to me, or will he look at me like "like who are you" and run to his grandmother to put him to bed. He is ALL I have, I dont have anyone else in this world. I dont want to loose him. I hope this isn't selfish because I want him to have his other relationships, but I want to keep that special bond, I want us to be 2 peas in a pod like we were. Advice please, I need ease for this pain.
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